“For I have become like a wineskin in the smoke, yet I have not forgotten your statutes.” – Psalm 119:83
Scripture reading: Psalm 119:81-88
The metaphor “a wineskin in the smoke” describes the feelings that come at the lowest points in our lives. We all have those low points and so did the Psalmist. In the previous two stanzas, the Psalmist recognized that it was good for him to be afflicted; he recognized that affliction enabled him to know God’s decrees, and that it was the Lord who in faithfulness allowed affliction to come into his life. And now, in this stanza, the full weight of affliction pressed upon the Psalmist, and he cried out in verse 83, “I am like a wineskin in the smoke”, symbolic of suffering to the point of shriveling up with sorrow.
Even in the darkest trials, even in the most despairing situations in life, even at those times when we seem to be “at the end of our rope” – when our heart is shriveled with sorrow like “a wineskin in the smoke” – God holds out before us the truths of His Word that He works all things for our good.
But often we only see that truth in retrospect. The Puritan writer, John Flavel, noted that providence is like a Hebrew word: it is only understood when read backwards. When we see hard providence through the lens of the cross, we see that God has redeemed us at the cost of His Son’s precious blood. He has decreed all things for our ultimate good, so we are to prayerfully wait on Him, striving to be faithful and obedient always.
Suggestions for prayer
Thank God that His grace is sufficient even when we feel like “a wineskin in the smoke.” And thank Him that “The sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us” (Romans 8:18).
Pastor Ted Gray is an emeritus minister of First United Reformed Church in Oak Lawn, Illinois. Before serving in Oak Lawn, Pastor Gray served Orthodox Presbyterian churches in Oregon and Florida, and Christian Reformed churches in Vermont and Illinois. He and his wife, Karen, reside in Crown Point, Indiana. Get this devotional delivered directly to your phone each day via our RP App. This devotional is made available by the Nearer To God Devotional team, who also make available in print, for purchase, at NTGDevotional.com.
