“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer, and by night, but I find no rest.” – Psalm 22:1-2 

Scripture reading: Matthew 27:45-54

The word “why” is so compelling here. For here is no sigh of impatience and despair but instead it is a cry of alienation and yearning. The person saying this – the sufferer – feels himself utterly rejected by God.

This is not the “why” of a sinful questioning of one whose heart rebels against this humbling, but rather the cry of the lost child who cannot understand why his father has left him. And he so desperately longs to see his father’s face again. He has lost God’s loving presence and thus he is undergoing divine wrath.

Nevertheless, he’s not letting go! He calls out twice “My God” – three times when you add verse 2. He doesn’t think for a moment, ‘This is it’, for right behind the dark cloud he knows there’s the sunshine of God’s love.

We realize that the imagery of “day” and “night” in verse 2 alludes to the literal day and night Jesus faced on the cross. This is what we read in Matthew 27:45, just before Jesus uttered the words of verse 1. While his situation is dark, the light couldn’t be brighter.

Suggestions for prayer

Thank God this being separated from His love is only what His Son could bear – and He did! Pray that we will trust in God, especially in our darkest moments.

Rev. Sjirk Bajema currently serves the RCNZ Oamaru, in Oamaru, New Zealand. Over the past thirty-eight years Rev. Bajema has been privileged to minister with four congregations in Australia and New Zealand. Get this devotional delivered directly to your phone each day via our RP App. This devotional is made available by the Nearer To God Devotional team, who also make available in print, for purchase, at NTGDevotional.com.